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I'm Trying

by Yung Nug

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she told me that she love me so she hold me yeah she cuff me aye I tell her I stay lost in her eyes even when shes miles away Sometimes i doubt myself i know that you know that but I swear im working on trying to change that I'm trying to learn yuh im trying to grow up its hard but I swear I wont stop til ive came up You're sleepin next to me yeah you know that i live for that You're dreamin about me yuh i love when you tell me that Im writing about you cuz i cant keep you off my mind Ill always be by your side because I swear i love to watch you shine, yeah you're mine Yeah you're mine Yeah you shine Aye I swear i'd give you all my time I'm lonely sometimes yeah nothing beats your touch yuh You're lookin so fine but whats new my heart I clutch yuh Your voice echos in my dreams I think im startin to understand what that means
2.
Yeah i should move on try something new Only thing i fucking want is always just you Its just so hard to always feel alone When i know that i'm not No one can ease the pain, id rather be fucking shot I cry and shit sometimes but i promise that ill be fine Its only human nature i feel like i lost something that was mine She put a hole in my chest yeahyeah Even though i gotta bulletproof vest yeah yeah Nothingness eases the pain like a gunshot relieves you of stress I cant quit looking behind me goddamnit im trying my best I feel so alone and so empty baby i swear you're the best At least i refuse to use pills to fill the fucking hole in my chest Hole in my chest
3.
Ill count up my stacks yeah you watch me come up Ill think of all the times you told me you're in love I try to look away but still my eyes wont shut I fall apart slowly but you promised im not fucked Watch me count my stacks yeah please take me back Im tryna come up but i still think of you in my bed I try to be a friend but you're still baby in my head I guess ill force it out and be a hollow man instead I can't seem to forget how you would hold me I always think about how you'd adore me I feel you in my heart like when its beating I wish that love wasn't so damn deceiving
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I told you i couldn't let it go Baby we dont gotta just let go no Im sorry Im such a crybaby But my heart just bleeds out so slow Ill hate the winter even more now Cause of how much you hate the snow The cold is so much worse now I feel it everywhere i go ohh Your voice is so loud still I hear it when im all alone Im calling for you still You never pick up the phone I can't help but cling to things Things that give me hope Things you give to me Hands around my throat trying not to choke An empty vessel that is me Nothing left but false sympathy And dreams that we're still dancing Yeah your arms are wrapped around me aye your smiling and we're happy Trying to push it all behind me Baby i swear i dont wanna let go Lay your head on my chest again then ill feel at home Dont push me away forever baby I know you cant resist me forever baby Im saving stacks up yeah ill do this forever baby Then i'd throw it all away for you forever baby You know i cant tell you no And i know you love it when i let my heart show Yeah i know you need me when you hold me so close Dont gotta hide it baby i already know
5.
die now or wait around and wonder I never thought that you'd be the one to pull me under Now im scared like orbison whenever he'd hear thunder And im just as dead to you as every other There's not a single thing that makes me feel better No matter what im always under the weather i walk around every day in your favorite sweater I pick the details out and cling to every letter cut my hands so i bleed into yours cut my arms so i bleed on the floor i always come back wanting more this increasing hole will replace you And ill look back cant erase you Ill waste my life tryna chase you cause i never could repress you I just need your voice I just need your voice Inside of my head Inside of my head Tell me all about the scars on your wrist why you always fuckin sad why you always fuckin pissed Before we met i was smoking on some dirt weed Why did that hurt me, 2013 Blond hair with the blue eyes im like oooo Baby all i want is you to come thru
6.
I've never been a ghost but lately you've been ghosting me Not answering my texts but open snaps, yeah i see I guess ill say whatever like you've given up on me ill always be a fuck up one day i know youll see I wanna come up but i keep going down only thing that really works to hide my frown even though i never smile anyways I swear i think it been at least a couple days Yung repressed aint shit to you baby But we both know that you're his everything Crying on the phone but no ones answering Im feeling so alone but now you're done helping me I dream i dream i dream about the things that couldve been I wish i wish i wish you'd come back here and hold my hand
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Ill face an 8th and try to bury my thoughts in you Its for the best i guess but ive always thought of you Its such a challenge i think ima just think of you And hope I don't become the man you told me not to Remember when i'd say I didnt deserve you At least i can say that i didnt hurt you Im hurting so bad but i dont wanna bore you I just wanna show you how much i appreciate you Now you're gone I swear ill never forget though You were my sun Im sorry that ive fallen so low I swear im not giving up I told you id do this for myself But i still feel like throwing up I thought I'd do it with your help I feel so weak and so broken I hope that you're doing okay Despite my wounds im still hopin That you'll just be happy Even if its not me I swear i understand Even if its not me This time i won't take a xan Im better than that, yeah you proved to me that Im stronger than that yeah im stronger than that
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words carved into my psyche Thoughts of if you remember me You'd think that im silly if you heard that Some thoughts stick around until i fall back What if i told you im still trying Would you hold me again for tonight What if you found me off dying Would you cry for me again tonight Maybe now you understand why i kept asking if you loved me I know i look bad right now but i swear to you that im trying Things fall apart slowly as i wonder if you'll still love me I feel so lonely all the time whatever you dont even want me I should really stop calling you so beautiful baby But you taught me to always speak my mind with you baby Things seem so lackluster and different here lately Maybe its all because i haven't been kissing you here lately Nug dont want your number he just want company Casstle in the trenches jeager still serving Always tryna get away thats why my sprites dirty I talked to my grandma the other day she said she still worries But please don't worry bout me, just know im still trying

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2nd release from nug
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i hope i'm still running through your heart and mind like i know orb is.

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released February 19, 2018

Artwork by Nikita Cojam

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