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aren't you mine
02:41
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she told me that she love me so she hold me yeah she cuff me aye
I tell her I stay lost in her eyes even when shes miles away
Sometimes i doubt myself i know that you know that but I swear im working on trying to change that
I'm trying to learn yuh im trying to grow up its hard but I swear I wont stop til ive came up
You're sleepin next to me yeah you know that i live for that
You're dreamin about me yuh i love when you tell me that
Im writing about you cuz i cant keep you off my mind
Ill always be by your side because I swear i love to watch you shine, yeah you're mine
Yeah you're mine
Yeah you shine
Aye I swear i'd give you all my time
I'm lonely sometimes yeah nothing beats your touch yuh
You're lookin so fine but whats new my heart I clutch yuh
Your voice echos in my dreams
I think im startin to understand what that means
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Yeah i should move on try something new
Only thing i fucking want is always just you
Its just so hard to always feel alone
When i know that i'm not
No one can ease the pain, id rather be fucking shot
I cry and shit sometimes but i promise that ill be fine
Its only human nature i feel like i lost something that was mine
She put a hole in my chest yeahyeah
Even though i gotta bulletproof vest yeah yeah
Nothingness eases the pain like a gunshot relieves you of stress
I cant quit looking behind me goddamnit im trying my best
I feel so alone and so empty baby i swear you're the best
At least i refuse to use pills to fill the fucking hole in my chest
Hole in my chest
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i can't seem to forget
02:16
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Ill count up my stacks yeah you watch me come up
Ill think of all the times you told me you're in love
I try to look away but still my eyes wont shut
I fall apart slowly but you promised im not fucked
Watch me count my stacks yeah please take me back
Im tryna come up but i still think of you in my bed
I try to be a friend but you're still baby in my head
I guess ill force it out and be a hollow man instead
I can't seem to forget how you would hold me
I always think about how you'd adore me
I feel you in my heart like when its beating
I wish that love wasn't so damn deceiving
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don't let go
03:33
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I told you i couldn't let it go
Baby we dont gotta just let go no
Im sorry Im such a crybaby
But my heart just bleeds out so slow
Ill hate the winter even more now
Cause of how much you hate the snow
The cold is so much worse now
I feel it everywhere i go ohh
Your voice is so loud still
I hear it when im all alone
Im calling for you still
You never pick up the phone
I can't help but cling to things
Things that give me hope
Things you give to me
Hands around my throat
trying not to choke
An empty vessel that is me
Nothing left but false sympathy
And dreams that we're still dancing
Yeah your arms are wrapped around me aye your smiling and we're happy
Trying to push it all behind me
Baby i swear i dont wanna let go
Lay your head on my chest again then ill feel at home
Dont push me away forever baby
I know you cant resist me forever baby
Im saving stacks up yeah ill do this forever baby
Then i'd throw it all away for you forever baby
You know i cant tell you no
And i know you love it when i let my heart show
Yeah i know you need me when you hold me so close
Dont gotta hide it baby i already know
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die now or wait around and wonder
I never thought that you'd be the one to pull me under
Now im scared like orbison whenever he'd hear thunder
And im just as dead to you as every other
There's not a single thing that makes me feel better
No matter what im always under the weather
i walk around every day in your favorite sweater
I pick the details out and cling to every letter
cut my hands so i bleed into yours
cut my arms so i bleed on the floor
i always come back wanting more
this increasing hole will replace you
And ill look back cant erase you
Ill waste my life tryna chase you
cause i never could repress you
I just need your voice
I just need your voice
Inside of my head
Inside of my head
Tell me all about the scars on your wrist why you always fuckin sad why you always fuckin pissed
Before we met i was smoking on some dirt weed
Why did that hurt me, 2013
Blond hair with the blue eyes im like oooo
Baby all i want is you to come thru
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pls answer me
02:28
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I've never been a ghost but lately you've been ghosting me
Not answering my texts but open snaps, yeah i see
I guess ill say whatever like you've given up on me
ill always be a fuck up one day i know youll see
I wanna come up but i keep going down
only thing that really works to hide my frown
even though i never smile anyways
I swear i think it been at least a couple days
Yung repressed aint shit to you baby
But we both know that you're his everything
Crying on the phone but no ones answering
Im feeling so alone but now you're done helping me
I dream i dream i dream about the things that couldve been
I wish i wish i wish you'd come back here and hold my hand
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Ill face an 8th and try to bury my thoughts in you
Its for the best i guess but ive always thought of you
Its such a challenge i think ima just think of you
And hope I don't become the man you told me not to
Remember when i'd say I didnt deserve you
At least i can say that i didnt hurt you
Im hurting so bad but i dont wanna bore you
I just wanna show you how much i appreciate you
Now you're gone
I swear ill never forget though
You were my sun
Im sorry that ive fallen so low
I swear im not giving up
I told you id do this for myself
But i still feel like throwing up
I thought I'd do it with your help
I feel so weak and so broken
I hope that you're doing okay
Despite my wounds im still hopin
That you'll just be happy
Even if its not me
I swear i understand
Even if its not me
This time i won't take a xan
Im better than that, yeah you proved to me that
Im stronger than that yeah im stronger than that
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i'm trying ft i'm upset
03:16
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words carved into my psyche
Thoughts of if you remember me
You'd think that im silly if you heard that
Some thoughts stick around until i fall back
What if i told you im still trying
Would you hold me again for tonight
What if you found me off dying
Would you cry for me again tonight
Maybe now you understand why i kept asking if you loved me
I know i look bad right now but i swear to you that im trying
Things fall apart slowly as i wonder if you'll still love me
I feel so lonely all the time whatever you dont even want me
I should really stop calling you so beautiful baby
But you taught me to always speak my mind with you baby
Things seem so lackluster and different here lately
Maybe its all because i haven't been kissing you here lately
Nug dont want your number he just want company
Casstle in the trenches jeager still serving
Always tryna get away thats why my sprites dirty
I talked to my grandma the other day she said she still worries
But please don't worry bout me, just know im still trying
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